Look into a freaky mind
Neither
Drowned in the chaos,
a shy little soul,
too frail to scream,
but an escape, a dream 
24
, and more!
It has been taking a long time since I started this out, tried everything from being the soberly sane person, to the ‘high’er thinking fields. None of them has worked, so I am here to try and slog it out, probably with limited skill..
side note on being drunk, you tend to fall asleep when you least expect it.
Why am I writing about being 24, after a good 3 and half months ?
I am not sure. But I really want to put what I am feeling in words,
the changes that came onto me and the qualities that make me.
It is different, being 24. It all seems like a sudden push into the mainstream. The past couple of years have been pushing me away from a self obsessed idealistic dreamer. I have been pushed, and some times yanked with al the might of those around me to where I should have been long ago..
For the better it has changed me.
From the one who kept dreaming of bigger things to come, not planning to handle it when they do arrive, to the one with moderately successful at handling unexpected nightmares.
From the one who followed my rules of procrastination “it will be done, when it has to be done.” to one who thinks “it has to be done.”
From the one who always thought there is still time,
to the one who believes it is the time..
Time to think and be responsible, time to plan and execute.
Time to lose the fickleness of the past and steady the path.
Time to lose the dreams and now live them .
About the future I am unaware and unsure,
But there is this new drive in me now, to move on and do better things..
a year on..
It has been a year since this post. Some things have changed since then and somethings haven’t
1) The pic that defines me shall be this for now..
Smart, intelligent, kiddish, sneaky and patient among other things
A collection of all the ridiculously funny characters 
Those who do not agree, please do not
2) The fool mentioned in that post now wants to be referred to as my great friend*, which I would have done anyway if he wasn’t a pompous ass like myself
* Actual conversation :
(03:41:26 AM) Romio: write abt ur great friend priya kanth 
(03:41:34 AM) Pavan: ofcourse
3) Hyderabad has won 4 out of 4 games in the second edition of the IPL, and guess what ?. The patriotic fervor is back, no more magnanimous look at the game, but a ruthless support for my beloved home city .
How opinions are a factor of emotion..
4) I have not blogged at one line as much as I promised, have been far too busy, far too careless. I do not know what the future holds, so no more promises on that front.
5) I still love my friends and more
so hope that is a start
and Oh, I turned 24 , 2 and half months ago!